After Shower
"Flash" as I sorted them, "enlightenment" my old ... you?
After the shower.
When least expected, there was I, realizing that he was in hell .. (Or going to him) in a kind of transition which had to wake up. Hardly remember the last time I saw the sun, stars, or at least felt a breeze. How had I wanted to come out? I had to return or at least get out. That
he previously saw as "angel" simply was just the one to make that back and that had appeared at the right time. I was just doing his job, could not appeal to him and that his entire speech was based on lies.
With eyes wide open sitting on the toilet seat with elbows on knees, still stuck in a steam bath, listening to soft tunes that warned me what happened ... I did not know how to act, had to get away from that toxic environment that made me suffer. remembered when he laughed until it hurt or until tears came out. Where was gone all those that made me smile? Suddenly I saw
. A bottle of red wine half-empty look at me from the edge of the tub, I could not peel my eyes off her ... I recognized myself in her reflection. I was far away, lying on a bed and covered eyes above. Around me my mother took my hand and say something. Spent a few seconds until I realized that it was those words that were heard on the radio, I began to listen more carefully without opening the hearing on the bottle and often he understood what the songs say to me, seeing as others came to me: My father and brothers. They realized that reacted!
It filled my eyes with tears, a sob came out and closed my throat as I could. Basta. It could not be possible. How he was getting my madness ..? But .. What if it was? What was it that I had to do to regain the life that was mine?
I got up to wash my face, I opened the tap and pour me some water, tried to relax, to think clearly, could not remember what had happened, I was so lost, even recognized my hands were so different ... My reflection on tap caught my attention, looked around the bathroom behind me.
There was I, with eyes to explode, sandblasted face, pale and dark circles. I saw them but I could not turn around ... I embraced. They gave me strength to continue, were there me and I had not noticed, I was never left alone.
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